Tagged

So Huiyi crashed at my house last Friday night. And there you go, the long-awaited best friend tag!!!!!!! Have been racking my brains and working with iMovie for the past few days. Was just about to embed it into this space and Vimeo had to fail me. I can say this video came a long way! Anyway you're about to waste around 15 mins watching it. Might be a little boring but do be kind, I'm still a beginner at video making ;) Enjoy!

Just another game

I feel so naive. So damn fucking naive. You know what? I'm out.

I've learnt how the game is being played, but I chose to ignore. Now that it's happening to me for the second fucking time, I'd be smart enough.

Thoughts at 12pm

I get too easily attached to people, I know it. How it is all that can explain my previous relationships. I just can't find a way to keep a safe distance. Once you move me in some way or another, I'm easily yours. But then one fine day, the memories start resurfacing and I'll realise I still can't get over my past. How unfair it would be, how guilt stricken I am. You know, when you start to compare, when you start pin pointing the differences? That's when it all turns meaningless.

It's so crazy, the fact that you're still around despite it being already a year or so. It is confusing. Because most of the time, I can go on days without remembering anything about us. But it just takes one small thing to remind me of us. How easily, (like I've always said) how effortlessly you can make my day with just a small gesture. Which doesn't matter to you, but matters a hell lot to me.

A friend once told me that it's just a surge of nostalgia, just a habit I have to kick. Because if I don't, I'd never move on to accept anyone else. And for fact that if someone else were to be able to move me again, it'd probably be time for me to let go.

NIKE SHE RUNS 5K

2013-05-11

I can't explain how excited and yet scared I was before the run!!! Scared because I was afraid I wouldn't be able to finish the race due to the fact that I've never in my entire life ran a 5km before. I know I was supposed to train before the actual race but due to my packed schedule and having suffered from a bad flu previously, I couldn't... 

Thus, I was aware of the risks posed prior to the run, because apart from being inexperienced, I also have very poor blood circulation. Ever since primary school, every time I finish my NAPFA run I'd be bound to get questions like "Are you ok?" or "You look like you're about to faint." because there'll be red and white patches (kinda more like uneven blood circulation or something) on my face.

But nevertheless I went ahead with the run and to my surprise, I think I did quite a good job! For fact that I persevered throughout the first whole ~3.5k without stopping although the crowd was incredibly insane. The lanes allocated for the run were too narrow and it was so packed that people had to brush against one another to keep to their own pace. I regret that I was one of those few because some runners just had to stop in the middle of the lane. Like c'mon, be considerate and move to the sides please...

So yep the last 500m consisted of me pulling ryl and ryl pulling me, encouraging each other to at least jog to the finish line instead of walking there like a loser.

Oh, we got to hi-5 UTT at the finishing line!!!!!!! ^_^v

So there, pictures!!!!!!

Our happy faces just before the race!!!!

Pardon my ugly full-of-bruises-and-what-not legs.

After the race with our shag-as-balls faces!!!!!! 

Annnnnnd...... we rewarded ourselves to Nihon Mura for dinnerrrrrrrr!!!

05/08 VVIP

The day where I had to learn dance steps within a few hours and perform in front of approx 10 classes. I have no face left. Enough said.

05/10 - Today

Just the regular Photo Booth routine with the girls during class.

 

Hell yeah I do regret wearing a pullover out despite the fact that it started pouring around 6pm-ish but daaaaaamn, the sun was merciless throughout the entire time I was outdoors. Had lunch at Thai Express (and snapped some Gwiyomi) with the guy who is forrrrrever late. Talk about fetching me from school... I went down to meet him instead. Ok Darren I hope you read this. ;p Nevertheless, it was a good day spent!

Am still not recovering from my cough. Sore throat has long gone but the cough is just so persistent. Still wondering how I'm supposed to complete my race tomorrow when I'm still in such condition.

Side tracking a little, school is no good. No good at all. Things are obviously not going well and I just can't ignore it. I'm not the kind who can pretend as though nothing is happening. Of course, talking things out will eventually lead to fall outs but it beats having to put on a fake front everyday isn't it? Used to look forward to school everyday but no, not anymore. Can't there be no drama no mama? So tiring.

Ok I'm currently craving for blackball.